cant sleep

i cant sleep coz im too worried
worried if i am going to get a jod

what job should i take

with this fast changing economy

and the very super duper high cost of living

now reality scares me off

for real.

i cant sleep

keep thinking what am i gonna be

the dilemma comes back

if i got a job r the salaries r worth it?

or  the salaries r so little 

after paying bills there nothing left for me.

it gaves me headache when i think of this

what should i do

i need help n guide.

as if i got a clue what i wanna be i wont be like this

with the course i take i cant go far

its culinary

what can i take beside being a chef?

i fell doomed

i feel useless 

im not that talented in kitchen

kept doing wrong things in kitchen

i feel like im not suitable with the job

hurm

i hate the city

the high cost of living factor that make me hate

i love it here

it just so hard to leave this city

asi had once leave for a year n came back here

but why r u giving me hard time

ppl said the city is where there alot of job opportunities

but how

how how how

 pls Allah pls guide me

u guys too

yes my reader u too

whenu doa can u pls doa for me too:)

i'll appreciate it so much tq

may Allah guide us all