dont deny it

why did i deny it?
why?why?why?
why i always deny sometin true?
is it becoz i cant face the truth?
god gimme some answers plz.
i'll deny sumething i want it to happen.
but why i deny it?
when u might be belong to someone else?
i'll absolutely be jelous and hurt!but why i kept on deny it!
help me! somebody!
stop me from denying!
it hurts so muchhh!